I have nothing left to say . . . . . .

I cant even write this time. So a link will describe the best about myself right now.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HCoaSxqb13Q

A cold night

AT LAST , MY DAD BOUGHT ME A NEW FAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahaha.. But the the new fan is in their room. I only got to take the old fan. Which is still okay. (Y)

So i started to contact with her again. I hope this is okay. Well im just going with the flow. Knowing we wont rush things and it's good to know each other back from the start. We're moving on and creating our own new book. Which i think is good right? And suddenly I found an old song from Weezer. So i posted it on my fb, and she likes it. And currently we both kinda addicted to that song. It's a sweet song featuring Sara B. I guaranteed it will carve a smile on your face. A smile just like this > :)

click this link if you want to check the song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dqNvkNhyY0E

Im being evil again. I know , it will hit me back soon. I've tried to stop. But i cant. If i know what to do with this situation. I've never told anyone what is wrong with me. If i told someone, probably, they will underestimate me. Especially GIRLS. For guys , i think they wont care or they'll say awesome. fuck. I want to stop this. By my own. I know 'ego' right? haha.

UPU's result will be on may. Hopefully. I cant wait to continue my studies. And Im afraid as well. UITM just please pick me up ok? Idc which part in malaysia you're gonna put me. As long im in UITM to continue my studies in bank management. This is the only chance for me to change my life or probably will help me end the situation that im in.

Blurp Blurp Blurp

I am super duper bored . ..

I love my fishes in the yellow tank >>>> just click it to feed them.

:D

My facebook is empty. And Everyday Is Summer to me right now. I need cold water. But I want to take care of my tummy. Dont want to let it bigger as im on diet. I totally feel the differences. hahaha. Even my friend said im losing weight. I can wear M sized shirts and skinny jeans. but 32. hahahahahahahahaha.

It went so fast

It's been 4 days i think. That my fan in my room has broken. So right now days and nights , i have to fight with the hotness in Malaysia. When i woke up from sleep, my armpit's smells was like WOAHHHH! hahahahhahahaha.. The problem is, i already talked about this to my parents, and they were as usual. 'Use your own money' ..

F U C K ! ! !

grrr.. Idk why.. When i started my part-time job, they said, if i want anything then i have to use my own money even for my daily spend. grrr. Plus, they even ask me to save money for future. How the fuck am i going to save my money when everything is depending on my fucking salary?

okay hafiz, think positive, this is not you...

So in the positive thinking , this is the start for me to learn how to make my daily budgets. And with small income , will make my life becomes tiny and headache. But with big incomes, there'll be a lot of spending as well. Wtf am i bullshitting right now.

I think it's because of the hot in my room.. 7/5/2011, i will receive my paycheck.. Just count how many days left for me to resist the hotness in my room.

Please rain, Fall Right Now.

2011

i think now it's the best time for me to say something that bothers me for months. Maybe weeks. nah i dont know. i just wanted to express myself since no one would understand..

Here it goes.

Sometimes i think that im an evil person. But sometimes i do think im too kind hearted. Seriously im totally fucked up. I know at this point, people will tell me that this is life. Yah i know. Sometimes we're down and sometimes we're at the top. Just like a wheel. Everything's gonna be ok. But i just dont know when. I think, im at the climax of my teens life. I cant wait to be in the young adult stage. I need something new in this life. Fuck yeah i miss school. I miss to study with friends. Now im kinda regrets with the studies. Since i started to work in the shopping mall, i've learned alot about life and education. It's hard to manage my incomes. And without education, life's gonna be in hell and gonna be step by others. I wont let this happen. Now, I do want to study very well. In bank management. seriously im very energetic for this. cant wait to continue my further studies. Although im nearly 18, I think I do understand well about quater of life. If im manage to get my degree and stable income, it's proven that im ready to continue my life in the next level which is adult, where is the right time for me to think about marriage, making my own family. Friends, they're disappearing. But i know, gathering will be held soon in 10 years time. So in that time, I want to be one of the successful person when i meet them. I dont want to feel ashamed like when getting the spm results. I was like SUPER DUPER FUCKING EMBARRASSED. But wait and see in the upcoming years, nothing will stop me.

well about my love life right now. It's still unstable. But i do love her with my whole heart <3

This is such a relieved. Thanks to the internet, i can say alot of fucking things that bothers me.

btw, i just watched showdown 2011. Most of the crew are like fucking shit retarded for being arrogant. Grow up and respect others man. Even though im not into this dance world, but man, you're being rude and not respect other teams. Because of guys like you, Make the rest looks bad.

I like my new life. Still learning. Still growing. Still moving..