We used to talk everynight.
Trying to recall every phone calls, video calls and texts,
Only a few managed to stick inside my head,
Pieces of memories that made me fell in love,
Looping in every minutes in my mind,
Those smiles, those pout faces, those laughs,
I miss them all.
I cant find a way to forgive myself. Should have love you better. Should be more patient in loving you. I should, try harder. Should have realized that you are worth more than any sacrifices.
Fuck. I wish I can turn back the time.
Somehow, you found someone better.
Im not included in any of your plans.
While my dreams have your name all over it. It's you and me on top of the world.
Now, it's just me. alone. Here. Not moving.
But you're living your dream with someone else. Not me.
I showed you the best part of the world, proved you the world is not hallow and dark.
Sadly, you're living in the beautiful world exploring all of it, somewhere else.
While I'm the one living in the hallow, dark and cruel world that you believed.
