Here it goes.
Sometimes i think that im an evil person. But sometimes i do think im too kind hearted. Seriously im totally fucked up. I know at this point, people will tell me that this is life. Yah i know. Sometimes we're down and sometimes we're at the top. Just like a wheel. Everything's gonna be ok. But i just dont know when. I think, im at the climax of my teens life. I cant wait to be in the young adult stage. I need something new in this life. Fuck yeah i miss school. I miss to study with friends. Now im kinda regrets with the studies. Since i started to work in the shopping mall, i've learned alot about life and education. It's hard to manage my incomes. And without education, life's gonna be in hell and gonna be step by others. I wont let this happen. Now, I do want to study very well. In bank management. seriously im very energetic for this. cant wait to continue my further studies. Although im nearly 18, I think I do understand well about quater of life. If im manage to get my degree and stable income, it's proven that im ready to continue my life in the next level which is adult, where is the right time for me to think about marriage, making my own family. Friends, they're disappearing. But i know, gathering will be held soon in 10 years time. So in that time, I want to be one of the successful person when i meet them. I dont want to feel ashamed like when getting the spm results. I was like SUPER DUPER FUCKING EMBARRASSED. But wait and see in the upcoming years, nothing will stop me.
well about my love life right now. It's still unstable. But i do love her with my whole heart <3
This is such a relieved. Thanks to the internet, i can say alot of fucking things that bothers me.
btw, i just watched showdown 2011. Most of the crew are like fucking shit retarded for being arrogant. Grow up and respect others man. Even though im not into this dance world, but man, you're being rude and not respect other teams. Because of guys like you, Make the rest looks bad.
I like my new life. Still learning. Still growing. Still moving..
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